Sunday, July 8, 2012

Attempt number...I forget

So.  Here I am again.  I really would love to be able to blog and keep record of my life.  I've attempted it in the past a few times and I feel like I have a better idea of how to accomplish this now.  I've been torn about a theme for my blog .. everything needs a theme, right? ;-) But for real, I feel like if I have a theme then it would be easier to stay connected with something and have substance.  Problem is that the themes I could think of were so specific that I was worried for the future.  For example, I wanted to blog about me and my daughter Peytyn, my little mini me.  But what if I have more kids?  I wouldn't want to like..hurt their future feelings or end up having multiple blogs about each kid, now that's just ridiculous...I do have a friend who has a blog that is called "The Forever Family" which I think is so cute, and that's kind of what I'm going for to blog about.  Buuuut..I'm not quite there yet myself.  But while I'm thinking about these things I realized that I do want to get married and I do want to have more kids and I do have all these dreams and goals in life.  And I want to blog about my dreams and goals along with when I accomplish them.  Since there will always be new dreams and new goals I'll always be in .. the Pursuit of Happiness.

I've always been a dreamer and have always had such awesome goals I would love to accomplish and lately I've actually been sharing these dreams and goals with other people (I'm normally a pretty private person).  And now I'm actually carrying these things out which really gets me pumped.  There's a chance that they all won't be as successful as I dream they would be but as long as I actually do them and know that I did what I could .. just that alone would be the greatest feeling.

I'm really looking forward to becoming this "doer" I've always wanted to be.  I've learned from the past with blogging and I feel like I have a better chance of success this time around.  But for now, the blog will be private and once I prove to myself that I can blog consistently and have purpose, I'll start to share this with others.

Until then,